Month: December 2010

Is life is all about Facebook people?


I am not Facebook fan..But…I love the genius people behind Facebook. They succeed to create such a program that really can change people’s life.It’s a real engineering.  Just look on the Facebook users now, just count how many hours you will be on Facebook everyday, and look at us now…using Facebook even to post suicide note..Seriously?

I don’t know…and i will never understand, what’s in it, that some people can spend so many hours with Facebook. Well, i have my Facebook account and i will check it like maybe 10 minutes per day..And i never play any of the games..err..ha ha…

Some people will ‘HAVE’ to update their status in Facebook every single minute..Maybe it’s a second life for some people, where they can create their own ‘life stories’ in it. It is really strange when i come across some ‘friend’ Facebook status which is a total lie about their life. It’s just that, me and maybe some of the people know the ‘real’ person is, but saw a different kind of ‘updates’ from the same person on Facebook..Hmmm..strange..

But i do agree to post important updates on Facebook..It saves time, give exact information and yea, FREE :).. And i agree on social networking in Facebook for self employed people like me :). Its a really good platform to announce my business and do e-PR (oh i just create this term  LOL )?
Maybe like announcing your newly bought metal hole saw ? Or bragging about your annular cutter maybe? Ha ha…

Young generation especially in Malaysia, now like being educated that Internet is equal to Facebook. They only use internet for Facebook. And that’s really sad, our young generation will only know Facebook? When they can do a lot of things rather than spend like 4 or 5 hours with Facebook…I don’t know, it’s just weird…

The lyric and my life..

A friend to ask me to find a poem that shows my feeling, and always have the great meaning to my life..Something that shows who i am..I know one…Its how i fell about life ..Every single lyric…Every single word..

The Greatest Love of all..

I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children’s laughter remind us how we used to be

Everybody searching for a hero
People need someone to look up to
I never found anyone who fulfill my needs
A lonely place to be
So I learned to depend on me

I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone’s shadows
If I fail, if I succeed
At least I’ll live as I believe

No matter what they take from me
They can’t take away my dignity

Because the greatest love of all
Is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all
Inside of me

The greatest love of all
Is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself
It is the greatest love of all

And if by chance, that special place
That you’ve been dreaming of
Leads you to a lonely place
Find your strength in love

Think P.I.G

Yea, and it stand for Persistence , Integrity and Guts! I am going to love my new life, with that ingredient for success. I love reading those stories on successful business woman, because it always gives me so much courage and determination to stay focus. And I read on woman who has to take care of 6 children and parents all alone, finally make it to the top. So I was thinking, what is actually holding me back?

Ok I list down some good point that I have to remember :

Determine exactly what you want. Now, this may seem like a vague step, but how are you supposed to pursue what you want when you don’t know what that is?
I was always dreaming of those Toyota Camry , which I don’t think I can afford now :P..But good target ey?
Network with other professionals. One of the best things you can do to build your business or your reputation and become successful is network. Hmm maybe I should try talk about auto repair technology while I talk with the guys? Uhmm…
Continue your education. If there is something you don’t know or are interested in learning or if there is a skill that would help you become more successful, don’t hesitate to learn that skill. I agree with this! I really have no idea about cars! I should take some course on check engine light, well to gain knowledge? He he


“Most people live and die with their music still unplayed. They never dare to try.”

A New Beginning

I am posting this post using my Ms Word, connected directly to my blog J.. Its cool, when you know the capability of Ms Word to do all the grammar / spelling checking and automatically correct it. Well, I am someone who always have typo error, and too lazy to do the checking before pressing the POST button :P. Plus I don’t have to login to my account every time I wanted to update my blog..he he

Not even a month for New Year. A total new beginning for me. I will start with my dream, with what I wanted to do for so long. I am totally freaking out, yet so excited to start everything. I had been planning, and do a lot of homework for years, and its time to really stop everything and implement it. I know, I will have to scarify everything, especially my lovely shopping activities for some time, but yea, aiming for long term 😀

I don’t know what waiting for me. But I always believe, where there is a will, there is a way.


The last time i went to Government Hospital was when i was 17, to get all my medical checkup for University admission. Since that was the time for all applicant to get their Medical Checkup done, the hospital had provide a system where we just go directly to the person who handle the tests, and go through all of it in just a few minutes.

Today, after 10 years, i went to government hospital for my migraine checkup. This time i really have to go through everything one by one. And it’s uhm terrible! I have to wait for 4 hours to get to see the doctor!

But there was one thing that almost made me cry today, when i was queuing up for the registration. In front of me was a man, his wife and their little daughter. From the way they dressed up, i know they come far from Kota Kinabalu. Maybe from some kampung 300km away from the hospital.

The woman dressed with T-shirt and a sarong. She had a very old handbag, with lots of plastic bags in. The daughter is like 4 or 5 years old, so obvious having a malnutrition, and keep hiding behind her mother. The man, with unidentified colour T-shirt, a long tracksuit and barefoot!

I have enough time to look at them because something had stuck them at the registration. The officer like keep trying to tell them something, and the man like almost have a tears on his face. The mother holding her daughter close, and looking sadly at the husband. Both of them like breathing heavily.

I went closer to the registration counter, and asked the office what happen. I really couldn’t bear to see the pain on the father’s eye. The officer then told me that they need to pay RM15, for some minor operation they need to do.

Well, it doesn’t need a scientist to tell that the man really don’t have any money left. He couldn’t even afford to buy RM2.50 selipar jepun!

I hand the officer RM20 to pay for their medical fee. She looked at me and asked me am i related to them. Honey, i don’t have to be related to anyone, if the pain in the father’s eyes almost shed me a tear!

The officer called another two officers and they were discussing something. Then one of them went to me and said “It’s ok, you don’t need to pay for them..We’ll get this solved”.. I wanted to ask why in the first place they didn’t try to ‘solve’ it, instead that they keep on asking for the payment? But i didn’t..i went and take my sit.

I was really distract with what had happen..I keep on imagining the man’s face..Regret why there’s still  poor people in Sabah (very very poor)..And why is that no one really do something about this..This is just too sad…

Maybe i can do something about this..and maybe i should start thinking and planning..I just can’t figure out anything now..maybe soon..soon..