My journey becoming a mom is not as easy as i think it might be. I am so blessed, to have my beautiful,cheeky EmmaJane Surindi, and yet the motherhood life totally change my life.
My husband who works at KL, can only go back once every two months. Since i don’t trust other people to take care of my daughter, i send her to my mom’s place at Ranau. And here i am, at KK.
3 different cities for the three of us.
It is hard. Knowing that i won’t be able to see her cheeky smiles next to me everyday. But that’s the best solution for now.
Travelling 260KM every week is my life now. Weekend means EJ’s time. It’s really exhausting, yet give me so much satisfaction. Just to hug kiss and sleep next to me little girl.
I wish life will be better soon. And i know, wishing alone will not make things happen. Yes, i am working soooo hard for the better life I am wishing for 🙂 .